hope u all like it
Wednesday, September 28, 2005//
find this song quite nice and meaningful.....
the music is also very relaxing.....
hope u guys like it ba....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
2:27:00 PM
hmmm.....
//
Missing her already.......
n it's like one day onli......
this past few weeks there is happiness........
there is this immature feeling.....
n the same old unknown feeling.......
did some things which i nv image i would do.....
which is juz to stay awake the whole nite then send her to work.....
n i'm back home......
yesterday nth much went for my pract then came back home.......
was rotting the whole day at home......
facing the com the whole day.....
maybe i think too much ba.....
but hope it's all juz my toopid thinking.....
was kind of quiet the whole day at home or online.....
dun really feel like toking or chatting with anyone.....
maybe except for her ba.......
tat's all ba....
nth much to say also....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:12:00 PM
haiz......
Sunday, September 25, 2005//
haven blog for so long liao.....
anyway nth much also lah....
morning mostly go sch then go work.....
if not is go bike pract then go work......
tml my last day of wrk liao.....
time to find a new one.........
anyway....
was toking to rena juz nw......
life really seems soo unpredictable.......
she actually plan to go rom next june....
but nw...... haiz...
tat fella......
actually i also dunno much......
so can't comment too much..
but how can someone who was planning to go ROM with this ger yet fall for another one juz becoz of a quarrel...
handling a r/s some how like flying a kite ba.......
u try to control ur partner too much.... they say u too pocessive.......
u give them too much freedom.... they might juz go away even without u knowing......
juz like flying a kite......
u hold on to the string too much the string might snap n the kite might flew off......
u let go too much string... the kite might nv fly high.......
haiz... life.....
hope things would turn out fine for her ba......
i'm doing quite well...
got my bb by my side......
oh yeah my bb did sth really sweet on friday....
love her lotz...... muackz......
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
3:06:00 AM
Happy Anniversary....
Thursday, September 08, 2005//
Happy anniversary..........
love ya n miss ya lotz lotz.......
muackz.........
I LOVE YOU.........
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
11:09:00 PM
vending........
Tuesday, September 06, 2005//
Is it me or is it becoz of other reason.........
honestly i also duno.......
i seems like a problematic person sia...... y is it so..........
dunno i seems to have alot of things to be fan abt......
a lot of things i wan to do.......
alot of things i haven do.....
yet there doesn't seems to be anytime left for me.....
20 days to go....
i miss her dearly.....
who noes how am i feeling rite nw........
haiz......
i'm trying to change to be a better person.......
ling told mi before i seems more emotional then a ger........
gers onli have pms 1 time a month.......
i seems to have a max of once a week.......
lolz....... watever la...
juz feel like complaining abit here.......
coz y this is my blog........ not happy fark off la.......
lolz... starting to get attitude already....
everyone has a difficult past........
so have i........ i nv wan to go back to tat time.........
ok i'm toking nonsense already........
i think i shall stop here liao........
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:22:00 AM
haiz.......
Monday, September 05, 2005//
haiz...... honestly i also dunno wat the fark went wrong with me......
i can onli say maybe too long nv see her liao ba......
watever........
saw sth in the forum juz nw..... quite true......
enhancing a relationship......
think i still have alot to improve......
after reading it....
i felt like i'm such a lousy bf......
i nv did wat is expected of a bf.....
but i were try my best to be a better one....
i miss her.....
i miss her hugs.......
i miss her kisses.....
i miss her sleeping on my lap when we were on the bus...
i miss eating chocolate with her.....
there is so much thing abt her i misses so much......
the things we use to do so often......
but nw we can't coz of my work......
anyway.... i still love her alot........
nitez.......
trying to get some sleep......
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:22:00 AM
Thursday, September 01, 2005//
juz got back home not long.....
was kind of tired but it's ok....
okok quite sometime nv blog liao... start form yesterday......
yesterday woke up quite early.... coz have to try n finish sth before i go out......
but still i can't manage to finish it........
but i still give it to her coz she wanted it....
went to her sch to see her perform.......
it was good or instead it was great.....
her training was worth it........
went to bugis to get a gift for sam with her....
then i send her home.....
went to work after tat........
was quite cock up la.......
coz first nite then alot of things nv stand by.........
then tonite different liao suppose to finish at 11 but my grp manage to close everything by 10.30...
impressive rite.... lolz.....
we still got time to take an ice cream each to eat then slowly close sia......
anyway the job was ok...... my grp was also nice can get along quite well with them.....
counting down 24 days more.......
i misses my da ling more n more each day...
waiting for her call....
gtg bye ppl....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:50:00 AM
