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Tuesday, March 29, 2005//
veri tired..slept at 6am juz nw..
sianz 1/2..
todae go sch den no lessons..
dunno go sch for wad..
den went to central wif shanyuan dey all..
den dey chu pattern..kip on change places..lyk playin hide n seek liddat..
after lunch we went to play arcade..
den play billiard lo..
after tt pei da ling go hm..
went to eat at yoshinoya..
nth to do nw..
guess wad? im playin GAMEBOY..pokemon lei!(lol!)
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:34:00 AM
diaoz...
Friday, March 25, 2005//
yesterday went out with to meet irin for lunch actually wan to meet shanyuan for lunch one... but tat kuku kia tell mi meet at 5... n it was onli 3 plus then lor... wan mi to die ar...
but nvm la meet up with irin go eat... then after tat go find eugene they all at bugis lor... went to play lan game n they go eat lor..... then went to play billard with shanyuan... nb lose to him again... pui... always fight for black one... think still need to improve my skill....
then irin go home liao we go find dao liang lor... we walk from bugis to esplande coz dao liang was there....
when we walk till there he gone off liao... n nv even inform us sia... wat a frenz sia... then we intend to take a cab to ps to slack there n wait for dao liang lor... piang wei we wait until sibei dulan lor all the taxi uncle business too good sia... die die also dun wan do our business... then i super dulan sia... got one taxi was so near n he juz wouldn't stop n juz drive on lor... then i throw the stone i have on my hand n hit the cab sia... nb... the uncle stop at a distance infront n reverse back sia... we see liao... then dunno which kuku kia run lik nobody business sia... then we follow n run lor... power sia... 2.4 all run lik tat sure pass one no fear....
then went to back to suntec there to take cab lor... finally got cab liao...
went to ps n slack n we ate bk lor... then dao liang send someone home then got no train to come back then we help him pay for the cab fare lor...
after movie they give alex a call n we went down to bedok n slack lor....
this morning 6 plus then leave the place reach home ard 7 plus...
later dunno they got wat program again sia...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:08:00 PM
EUGENE'S PROBATION ENDS AT 12 TODAY...
Wednesday, March 23, 2005//
yes focks u all didn't see wrongly eugene's probation ends today...
tml onwards he would be a free bird...
no more curfew....
ok today was at home intend to go meet selene dearie one... but due to my headache i nv go find her... then stay at home lor...
went to help my mum pay her bills n went to cut hair... wah piang the lady cut until dunno lik wat sia...
was doing some self reflection juz nw....
thought come n go.... flash back of things and everything....
miss her... but wat's the use....
worried abt her... but wat can i do....
seen my frenz going into a r/s n having problem with them....
thinking weather i'm up to it....
no ans yet.... so wat should i do.... i dunno also if not i wouldn't be here sitting infront of my com blogging...
things dun always goes the way we want... true enough...
i got hurt n hurt ppl before...
feeling down n noone was there onli my tiger....
feeling happy.... but who would share the joy with mi...
this holiday was really lik hell to mi...
things happen ard mi...
met up with ppl i tot i wouldn't see....
i'm juz a nobody....
i have no rite n in no position to order or tell ppl wat to do....
who am i ??
i really wan to noe the ans....
haven really being sleeping well recently...
haiz...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
11:41:00 PM
guai kia again
Monday, March 21, 2005//
ok here i'm at home the whole day again...
see i can onli be guai kia during holiday...
last nite didn't really sleep early... ah ger n ah min call mi in the middle of the nite as they were stuck in telok blangah... then no money...
then they going to ah dar hse so i ask them to take cab come over to my hse here lor then i pay for them first...
went to ah dar hse with them... was toking the whole nite lor... tok abt each other as we have quite sometime didn't see each other liao....
then went home at ard 5.30 lik tat lor....
didn't go sleep after i reach home coz have to wait for xu xiao jie to cfm with mi see she going to sch anot then pass her her presentation... then wait until 6 plus she say she not going to sch*@#&*&@#@*#.... make mi stay up for nth...
then woke up liao rot at home lor... then nw sitting in front of my com rotting lor...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
9:32:00 PM
it doesn't involve other ppl..
Sunday, March 20, 2005//
ok i'm here rotting as i today very guai sia... morning come home from jun hao hse then i nv go out liao sia...
guai hor... haha... then nth to do lor really very headache sia...
holiday started liao n i got completely no program arrange for the week sia...
mati lah....
ok read sth juz nw... think wat u wan n wat tat has to do with mi juz deal with mi...
my name can be bad so wat i dun give a damn... u ppl wan to listen to rumours n cocks spoke by other ppl by all means... but one thing wan to deal with mi aim mi alone... dun get other ppl involve... i hate this kind of things... i'm not trying to say tat i'm helping anyone here...
i juz dun wan other's ppl reputation juz becoz of mi this nobody was spoilt...
so wan to tok bad abt mi juz aim mi n leave other ppl alone....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:04:00 PM
Boring day
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today woke up in the afternoon then go meet my ex forum member to play billard lor...
after tat nth to do lor.... then went to meet irin to go eat lor....
then nw at jun hao hse blogging lor...
juz nw went to saw shanyuan's blog...
see wat he wrote kind of let mi think of sth too...
regrets.... who really have no regrets in their life... weather is to their family members, friends, buddy, brothers or gf/bf ??
i dare to say there is regret in my life... not juz one... but to alot of ppl my family members...
my close frenz n someone who use to be really important to my life...
but i have learn to let it go n carry on with my life liao... no pt standing at the same pt n let my life goes to waste juz lik tat...
i have many grps of frenz but who were really be there for u n who would be with u for a long time... n how long is the long time ??
haiz... this morning the things she told mi was poundering in my mind until nw...
dunno wat i wan nw also or what should i do...
aiyah suan liao lah... maybe until i sort out my thoughts then i write out here ba but for the time being i juz let pounders in my mind ba.... nite ppl go pak game liao... hehe...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:47:00 AM
can't sleep
Saturday, March 19, 2005//
ok i try to sleep but i can't...
so here i found the lyrics for the song i play in my blog...
hor wa xi....
Let Me Die
Are we at war tonight,
will there be angels whispering to me good night,
don't wake when the lightning strikes
my heart for you is true,
let no one take that from you time is running tight,
can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
It's time to say fare-well,
No need to cry or feeling sorrow It's alright,
all in the book of life
heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
every breath of mine,
I'll hold you by my side but I'll rest in peace,
my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more
Are we at war tonight,
will there be angels whispering to me good night,
don't wake when the lightning strikes
heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time with every breath of mine,
I'll hold you by my side but I'll rest in peace,
my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can give me strength to fight,
till the sky is burning,
It's the end of time
look ahead tomorrow,
a long and winding road
keep the faith of mine don't let it go
you're the only reason night ain't growing cold
what will I do, without you
I will love you till the end of time with every breath of mine,
I'll hold you by my side but I'll rest in peace,
my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can make my world so bright,
life, no longer empty,
with you in my heart, In my heart
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
3:43:00 AM
juz not my day ba...
Friday, March 18, 2005//
last kind of tired yesterday... coz got torture by my coach ta zhen bu shi ren...
anyway suan liao...
today sleep until 12 plus then wake up n do operation to my com.... hopes it doing fine nw ba...
haiz... think i have got the ans i wan to noe long ago... but too bad the ans is not wat i expected...
hope this is really juz wat i think ba... even if it's true i still have to learn n climb up from the fall....
tml dun think i would be going to sentosa with sista they all ba... all couple couple... hehe... think i go out with my private frenz better ba... haiz... guess wat it's friday nite... n here i'm sitting in front of the com blogging sia... can u ppl believe it....
anyway i also no mood to go out dun ask mi y... COZ I DUN HAVE A REASON....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
11:30:00 PM
Bloody Feeling
Friday, March 11, 2005//
ok dun ask mi y or dun ask mi wat happen...
coz i myself have no damn idea wat the hell happen...
i onli noe i'm feeling bloody fan....
it's already friday.... so I DUN GIVE A DAMN....... so wat..........
haiz.....
i have suddenly turn so attitude...
What the hell is wrong with mi man...
ARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH...........
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:57:00 AM
MY CLASS WON BOWLING COMPETITION
Thursday, March 10, 2005//
haha... see the title u all must be thinking how could it be possible....
i was late today for the bowling thing... then i play after they finish the first game lor... play until wah piang dunno how to say sia... n to our surprise we won 1st price somemore...
aft tat went to walk ard then play arcade lor...
have being feeling tat sth is not rite today... i also dunno what is the feeling abt....
maybe i mess up everything ba... wat a silly me... things were juz rite n i juz have to go mess it up.... haiz... nw zhou yi bu kan yi bu ba....
nv expect things to be lik this...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:13:00 PM
silly pig =p
//
ok here is how the silly pig spend his day today....
intended to woke up at 8 to study for my wpb one but i overslept n woke up at 9 plus... then study for my wpb then went to meet the rest at clementi central to eat our lunch cum breakfast...
we went to sch for our wpb paper at ard 1.20 pm... the paper was quite ok for mi lah...
aft the paper all went home liao lor coz cmb lesson cancel... then i went to jp arcade for awhile then go home liao....
went over to meet irin ard evening time... her hand wah piang dunno how to say sia... seems very serious sia... then see how she carry her bag i laught until peng sia... damn funny sia....
then went to amk to eat rotiboy... then jalan jalan ard lor.... after tat went home liao...
then sth happen to pop out in my mind juz nw... haiz watever has to come has to come... let it be ba... xiang tai duo also mei you yong... i'm always a silly pig... should go bang wall...
stop here liao...
no mood to update anymore...
tml have to go for bowling... early in the morning sia...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:31:00 AM
tired
Wednesday, March 09, 2005//
woah later i'm having my last paper liao... yeah........
haiz but alot to study....
today went to sch then during wpb we revise abt our frame tml need to go sch ask abt the table liao...
juz nw aft sch went to play ghost squad with eugene then play billard with shanyuan... damn i tiu bu alot sia....
then nth to do lor meet irin then go over to jp with eugene coz he meeting wei jing there... then aft we reach jp we go our own way liao.... nth to do then very sian go decided to go catch a movie... we watch hitch... not a bad show worth watch... a romantic comedy....
then aft movie ling call mi haiz... bf chu pattern again....
dun worry still mi kor kor here....
n ling it tell u "KNN u dare try chu any more this kind of pattern u get it from mi... i'm serious abt this kind of things u ever try this toopid things again u dun call mi kor... think wat funny ar... ever spare a thought for the ppl ard u... ccb chong lim pei dulan... think abt it lah worth it anot..."
ling see this think abt it then tell mi again wat u wan to do....
k think i stop here liao need to go study liao... update tml...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
2:42:00 AM
Shan Ba Fu Nu Jie Kuai Le
Tuesday, March 08, 2005//
Juz lik the title... today is 8th of march n it the gers day 38 fu nu jie...
anyway enjoy ur day....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:07:00 AM
Qian Ma De Wo !!
Monday, March 07, 2005//
Haiz... bo dai bo ji wan to go say somebody then end up kanna scold by her....
but see wat she say i also find it quite true ba.. maybe coz she noe mi better then myself ??
haha i also dunno myself tat well... in fact i also dunno wat i wan.... there are so many dunno n not sure in my head nw... which one should i settle nw ??
anyway found a dang jian pai help mi... but end up they tag team wan to scold mi...
wo de ming hao ku ar....
maybe ba... haiz... nw tat she say abt it i also dunno can i sleep well tonite too many why , dunno n unsure....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
11:45:00 PM
Boring
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today was late for my lesson again.. but anyway nvm...
then same old things lor go for my lesson then teacher tok to mi coz of sth...
nth to be proud of so dun wish to say here....
anyway come wat may i dun give a damn.... scare wat i nv do anything...
then went straight home after sch lor was rotting in front of my com... nth to do so come in to blog lor.... my grandma nv cook but she wan to go buy dinner then ask mi wat i wan to eat... dun feel lik eating so tell her later i go eat myself lor... hehe...
wo zai jian fei.... whahaha....
boring day.... anyway i'm going to donate blood again.... dunno when isit lah...
hey ppl let's come compete again see this time who donate fastest... haha...
sound so physco but nvm.... k lah stop here liao later if free then write again....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:09:00 PM
insomnia AGAIN
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ok here i'm writing on my blog again at this ku ku time of the day....
coz i can't sleep... damn it...
k was at wei jing's chalet last friday till sunday afternoon...
btw happy belated birthday.... hope u lik the present....
friday afternoon met shanyuan then go over to the chalet lor...
wah piang all pang seh mi leh all dunno go where then leave mi alone to start the fire for their bbq... then play mahjong n tok cock with them lor....
sat laji worst majiam maid lik tat must help then refill water , mop the floor , clear their stuff , start fire AGAIN.... then still have to help them dunno do wat shit...
dunno i go chalet to enjoy or be maid one sia... but nvm...
still quite enjoy it lah onli they all go home on sat morning then left mi the onli GUY at the chalet with all the GERS... lucky eugene they all come at ard 6 plus... then i got company...
n our birthday ger got sabo... wahaha... i also tio nb *pui*
sunday nth much lor woke up quite early(for some reason i dun wish to say) then the rest still sleeping then i go outside n smoke...
aft tat nth to do dun wan disturb them so i go back lie on the bed lor...
then eugene come liao then all slowly one by one wake up then watch tv lor then nth to do...
they start their mahjong session again... *diaoz*
then eat our *jing zhen tou* then watch super sunday.... then go home liao lor... later have to go sch liao... cannot pon tan anymore liao...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
2:18:00 AM
Sian
Thursday, March 03, 2005//
quite sometime nv blog liao hehe...
i'm in my wpb class nw... then later still got my fmk CA....
arrrrrggggggghhhhhhh
later sure hong kan one....
last nite i went to play mahjong until 4 plus 5 then reach home...
study for a while i go sleep liao...
then this morning woke up at 10 plus... then nw in sch...
haiz... so tired...
but nvm later i get to go find my bloster... haha.... quite sometime nv see her liao...
tred also lik tat....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:24:00 PM
damn me
Tuesday, March 01, 2005//
haiz... dunno wat the hell is wrong with mi recently...
having insomnia... n the feeling sux...
then really no mood to do alot of things...
being having alot of thoughts....
dunno whether it's good or bad...
juz feel lik hugging on to my bloster nw n dun feel lik doing anything....
sitting in front of my com nw listening to my song n thinking AGAIN...
what the hell....
haiz... suan liao lah i dunno wat to write liao... think i stop here n carry on rotting ba...
tonite dunno wat time i were fall a sleep again...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
2:10:00 AM
