Raining day
Sunday, February 27, 2005//
today it's raining again juz lik yesterday...
didn't sleep really well juz nw....
i fall asleep at ard 10am this morning...
n i found out tat i'm really a guy without much detemination i say i wan to quit smoking n i haven bought any ciggy for the pass few days but last nite i really sibei stress buay tahan liao then go down bought a packet...
this morning before i go to sleep i realise alot of things...
firstly i can't even handle my own bloody problem so wat rite do i have to go care abt other's...
second who am i... i'm juz a nobody so this doesn't give mi any power to stop anyone from doing anything...
lastly nv to waste any uneccessary saliva on someone who nv listen....
was sitting in front of my com looking outside the window....
the slight drizzling reminds mi of the good old time i have... roaming ard playing catching n blind mice... might sound childish to some of u... but hey those were the most memory... n i really cherish them... nw all of us go our own way liao... i was very broke then but i enough it...
i wish time would turn back n i would stop the time then n nv to let it run again...
but all this are in the past le... *wang si zhi neng hui wei*
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:14:00 PM
Insomnia
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ok i noe it's already 4am in the morning of a sunday n i can't sleep... oh my god plz help mi...
i dunno y this few days or weeks i have no motivation to do anything i dun feel lik going to sch dun feel lik working dun feel lik eating.... aiyah juz dun feel lik doing anything....
k lah quite long nv blog liao i start from friday ba...
friday morning woke up quite late then suddenly shanyuan call mi say got ca n i got completely no idea at all... haiz...
then after tat went to central alex n shanyuan was playing billard n wat abt mi ??
i was playing cs with eugene damn sian lor...
then irin call mi... after tat eugene have to go liao then alex n shanyuan went home first...
so left with mi n eugene lor... he was waiting for wei jing then go meet his officer... then i was waiting for irin lor... actually want to go watch movie one but tat Mr ngo fall asleep then end up outing cancel... so bo bian mi n irin also nth to do so go watch movie lor...
then sat woke up at 11 plus then doing nth lor.... the moment i wake up till nite i have completely no mood to do anything lor... not lying on my sofa watching tv then i went to my mum's room watching tv... wat a rotting day... was thinking abt sth lor... n conculsion i'm juz a nobody so dun be so kpo... wat right do i have.... NONE.....
haiz... juz nw plan to go drinking with terence one but his gf at his hse then he have to accompany her so bo bian lor brother got gf i should be happy dun ge gao with him...
so end up i drink in my own room lor...
then watch tv again shit sia my life.... haiz...
y have i become lik tat....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
3:55:00 AM
I'm back
Tuesday, February 22, 2005//
yeah my com is fine liao after falling sick for so long... n i upgraded it today change my graphic card n also my burner... damn it cost mi a total of 235 sia... damn broke nw...
i'm gonna hurry get myself a job... if not i think next month makan grass...
was kind of unlucky form the start of the yr 2005 till nw... nth seems to be going my way...
haiz... suan liao lah nw got my com liao hope everythings starts a fresh...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:47:00 PM
com sot sot liao
Tuesday, February 15, 2005//
siao liao lah after so many operation done to my cpu...
the problem is still unsolve think i were reformat my com one of this day liao... if after reformat still cannot... then ah besh liao lor... can bring down to servicing liao...
today nth much happen lor... went to sch then onli dao liang n alex in sch...
eugene, shanyuan, louis n david all chu si then pang seh mi...
haiz... die lah my com nw lik tat i dunno how to do my project sia...
haiz... die liao lah...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
11:21:00 PM
Happy valentine day
Monday, February 14, 2005//
wish everyone out there a happy valentines day...
haiz...
dun need to forward mi all those msg...
hehe... i no partner this yr...
anyway tml going to sch with shanyuan they all hope they dun last min chu pattern...
today nth much happen lor... go out meet partner n irin... quite sometime nv saw partner liao.... then chat for awhile then go off liao lor...
didn't went straight home juz nw... was loitering ard someone's place... haha...
not at the hse lah... at void deck onli...
dun feel lik going home early
coz com abit sot sot...
k lah see tml got program anot lor...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:08:00 AM
bloody hell
Sunday, February 13, 2005//
almost got scare by my com... keep hanging i tot wat happen sia... then i have to do operation on my cpu...
hope it's fine nw... it's currently ok for the time being.... scanning for any bloody virus tat is costing all this... come to think of it time to upgrade my hardware liao... my cpu quite old liao....
find someday i need to go to sim lim to do my shopping liao....
nw my cpu is without cover lazy to fix back...
hehe...=P
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:35:00 AM
Tired
Saturday, February 12, 2005//
yesterday went out to watch movie with shanyuan n GANG... haha....
actually should be go uk fair one so i ask da ling along as she also wan to go... then end up we go have our steamboat hehe... then went to meet da ling first then went to meet shanyuan they all onli shanyuan dao liang david n "morpeng" was there....
as usual mr goh chu pattern again sleep until cannot wake up....
then eugene n wei jing was late... we went in first coz we r already late for the show....
aft awhile eugene call mi n they reach liao so i pass them their ticket...
aft the show went to cine rot awhile then we take cab to marina for our bowling n steamboat....
first time play bowling majiam catching a train sia... super chop chop lor....
then aft the whole thing we decided to go to eugene hse....
then we play mahjong n poker the whole nite lor...
i onli reach home ard 9... then bathe finish liao here i'm blogging...
later dunno going to tiff hse bai nian anot... super tired ar...
update till here ba... i going sleep liao... ZZzzzzz..... =P
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
9:31:00 AM
abit drank
Friday, February 11, 2005//
juz came back from my auntie hse...
was drinking with my father n uncle over there... drank quite alot...
everyone was in the mood to celebrate chinese new yr.. so dun spoilt mood lor...
afternoon went out with da ling....
was pending where to go... so we keep playing sissors paper stone...
end up we went to lot 1 to watch "i do i do" was quite a funny show lah abit lame coz of the animation...
but over all worth watching it really shows our life as a singaporean lor...
then aft the movie we went off to bai nian liao lor... she went to her mother's frenz hse...
n off i go to my auntie hse...
tml going out with shanyuan they all... hehe... update later lor since it's already 4.30 nw...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:26:00 AM
first day of chinese new yr
Thursday, February 10, 2005//
today woke up ard 11 plus 12.... then notice tat my hse got alot of ppl sia...
yuan lai is my father's side relative all come my hse....
kind of shock sia... then after tat went to my wai po hse....
when we reach there all my uncle n auntie were there liao...
then was intending to collect finish my ang bao liao go meet eugene they all...
but end up last min the thing was cancel... so i stay with my parents lor then go over to my auntie hse to gamble lor...
then play mahjong n quite alot of funny things happen lah...
then nw i'm here blogging lor... tml dunno wat were happen....
hehe... hope tml were be better...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:07:00 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005//
haiz... wth today is chinese new yr eve leh...
n i got no program... have being slacking at home since... 2 - 3 ba.... buay tahan ar....
i'm really going to bored to death liao...
can some kind soul help mi... i'm really going to go bang wall liao...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
10:22:00 PM
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finally i'm home... this morning went to sch... then whole class onli got 8 to 10 fella onli...
then me n eugene nth to do so pak warcraft lor... after tat went home...
i went to have a hair cut... then went i juz reach home my parents say they going to "bai ah gong"... then ask mi wan to go anot...
i at home also nth to do so go with them lor... then juz reach home from the temple....
haiz... sian ar... tonite no program i think i have to go catch a movie myself liao lor...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:16:00 PM
Boring
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last nite didn't get much sleep... keep having sth in my mind but i dunno wat is it...
nvm.. this morning reach sch at ard 10.30.... hardworking rite... coz got mod test mah...
then end up when i reach the sch canteen eugene , shanyuan n dao liang was sitting there...
they dun wan go class coz shanyuan hair got caught last friday then teacher say wan send him to DM...
then rot for 2 hrs lor... then went to steven's lesson hand up our project then after he amend it n give us some comments... we go off liao lor...
After tat go jp with shanyuan n eugene.. then meet up with eugene's gf wei jing... walk ard for awhile then go eat lor... then eugene n shanyuan go weijing place coz wei jing wan pass eugene sth.. then i went home myself lor...
meet my frenz to go for interview at taman jurong... was successful lor... then after tat i went to meet my da ling... tok quite a few photo today were upload later... hehe...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:34:00 AM
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taken with irin juz nw... the rest of the pics abit dark so nv upload... 
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--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:48:00 AM
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our dearest eugene trying to copy from the photo wei jing take with her frenz...
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--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:47:00 AM
whole day at home....
Sunday, February 06, 2005//
was at home the whole day leh... guai bo...
also dunno y maybe becoz of tml mob test ba...
or maybe juz i have no idea where to go...
feel lik being alone... n make mi forget to buy my 4d....
my no tonite better dun open... wait until wed....
later going to have my early reunion dinner... hehe...
bo bian lah "er su" going to malaysia tml liao...
so having early reunion dinner...
in fact it has being lik this for quite a few yrs liao...
hehe u ppl must be thinking then wat i do on new yr eve rite...
go out lor... but this yr... haiz... dunno wat to do....
chinese new yr should be a joyful event for all chinese...
kids get to get "ang bao"... then family can gather together...
last yr chinese new yr eve was at orchard... rotting with my frenz...
playing billard n pool aft tat watch movie... where everyone is preparing count down...
we r rotting in town...
woah look at the time i should be going liao update later ba...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:18:00 PM
No*Title
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sian duno y recently in the middle of the nite always cannot sleep sia...
hehe... nvm this also gives mi time to change my blog skin...
change to this blogskin liao sibei sian ar... the previous one ppl always ask mi really got so sad meh...
then say the photo of tat previous skin look lik mi sia...
feel lik going out nw but no kaki... n no idea where to go sian....
miss the old time when mi n my frenz always go cycle together...
then always end up in some ulu ulu place... then slowly explore lor...
nw my kaki all dunno die until where liao...
ns one go in left right left liao...
study one all chiong poly....
nv study one all working... haiz...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
2:00:00 AM
ShanYuan Tio 4D
Saturday, February 05, 2005//
wah travel all the way to paya lebar juz for one bloody project... haha...
bo bian who ask my grp got 5 member 3 live at east side 1 at hougang n onli mi at jurong... haiz...
was doing our project at paya lebar singapore post de long john...
doing halfway tat toopid shanyuan suddenly wan to check his 4d... n he won starter price...
haha... then we all keep telling him later his sis forget to buy ah besh liao...
then lik majiam we tio 4d lik tat all planning on how to use the money.. haha...
then finish our project liao we all sua home lor... then at the mrt station there alex told mi sth...
n it's quite true lor... eugene send wei jing to mrt station majiam they at airport sending ppl to take plane lik tat... tok alot sia... then me n shanyuan down there weather in sg getting colder liao at nite sleep must cover blanket hor... then still got wat reach there liao must call mi...
aft tat at the platform i tell wei jing dun anyhow run "fei ji bu deng ren de"...
think tat's all tat happen during our project session ba... hehe...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
11:01:00 PM
finally
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our mr goh is finally awake...
n we are meeting at "PAYA LEBAR" omg tat's so far...
but think abt it nvm lah who ask my grp member most in east side...
onli i at west side so i sway lor... i go down lor....
meeting them at 7 see the time opps think should be going liao...
update later when i come home from my project ba...
~! i'm all out of love !~
-= i'm so lost without u=-
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:58:00 PM
Tired
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"yawn" juz woke up not long as last nite was home at ard 6 plus.... today was our MR David birthday....
happy birthday boi hehe... went to sparks last nite to celebrate his birthday.... was quite fun lah we open 1 bottle of martell n one bottle of turqeilla.... n tat toopid david keep calling it teriyaki... we had our drink... n off we go to the dance floor.... quite fun lah we surrounded our birthday boi in the dance floor n we dance together....
had so much fun at first but i was abit tired liao so went back to our ktv room to slack lor... then dao liang was also inside the room with mi.... after not long all come in liao then we start singing ktv haha... but the sparks ktv kns sia load song load so slow one.... after singing a few song the rest went back to the dance floor then left mi n dao liang inside.... suddenly all the lights turn on n as u all expected police raid.... lucky we got room arbo we were be outside rotting liao.... think we all siao one tio raid we still so happy all take out ic wait for the police to come in check sia...
not long aft the raid my frenz yuting call say she reach liao then i go down fetch her lor...
then we go back to sparks... nb was join them in the dance floor dancing then out of no where we tio surrounded by one big grp of "108" ppl then we sua back to our room... all super dulan lor... then lik in movie lik tat all take hp call ppl... end up alex have to come down from rush to settle this problem.. pai seh ar alex...
then we settle the matter already some of them went home liao... think david had my martell mix with terquilla then cmi liao so he go off first... then desmond also go liao... aft tat shanyuan also left with his frenz liao... left mi dao liang n jasper we slack inside the room n the 2 of them fall asleep inside... i buay tahan liao then i go off at ard 5 plus with yuting...
think tat's all abt last nite ba...
later dunno still can do project anot our mr alex still sleeping...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:07:00 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005//
in the middle of the nite nth to do was toking to my dearie... hehe... dun wu hui she is not my gf... someone who i haven seen for quite sometimes onli recently got to chat with her n meet up with her... hehe bo liao she ask mi come my blog to advertise her... i also dunno how to so here is all i can say...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:32:00 AM
No Title
Thursday, February 03, 2005//
was listening to the song in shanyuan's blog...
was thinking abt sth tat happen...
waiting for u... waiting for u....i'm waiting for u.....
how many yrs can one person have to wait for the one they love for...
if it turn's out tat ur effort is worth it good for u....
but wat if u waited n waited.... then the other person is juz lik no reaction... n contiune writing his/her own love story of their life ??
is it worth it... how do we noe whether wat we r waiting for is worth it anot ??
anyway after being alive for so many yrs i still cannot understand....
haiz... forget it ba...
today aft sch went to queensway to look at bike with louis, shanyuan, alex n his frenz...
there r bike tat r in very good condition but quite pricely... aft tat went home to rot n began with my thinking of all those on top hehe...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
9:30:00 PM
Boring day
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today super boring....
my grp member all knn nv come to sch....
as usual they chu pattern again.... MR ALEX goh is still rotting on his bed...
then nw im class nth to do.... so come in blog lor sian ar dunno come sch for wat....
today reach sch ard 12... but lesson suppose to start at 8.15... power sia... sian... haiz... waiting for lesson to start onli....
if not today come sch really nv study sia... suan liao....
nw sitting beside shanyuan blogging together with him... haiz...
tat's all ba blog later lor...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:29:00 PM
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hehe... in the middle of the nite nth to do so update this pics my best frenz... hehe...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:49:00 AM
Tiring Day
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lolz pai seh for the late entry... coz come home late mah... so must liao jie...
wah piang today lik shopping festival lik tat sia... tot today sch end early can go home rest... end up go shopping... haha... today sch end earlier then i expected... i tot should be ard 2 but no we end at 1...
then they suggest to go queensway to get their shoes... so i say i go home first coz need to help mama top up ez link.... then after i'm done with my things i went down to far east plaza to meet them...
then they bought themselves quite alot of things... after walking for awhile more they decided to go heeren... we juz went there for window shopping ar... but dao liang got peer pressure by david n bought the converse sling bag... see how horrible peer pressure is... hehe....
then went to cine's kfc to grab a bite all complain hungry liao... soon we got one mr siao eat whip potato lik eat baby food lik tat mix it with chilli sauce then mix until nua nua lik tat... we see liao wah lao then onli eugnene(the mr siao) n david think it's nice lor...
then went to bugis with desmond , dao liang , tiff n ah ma lor...
all say wan buy clothes then end up onli tiff bought a skirt... the rest all settle fri go qweenstown to buy hehe...
then juz nw go town walk walk with my frenz lor... dun ask mi i walk till where i also no idea...
then here i'm blogging here...
today abit "happening" ar so quite a long entry... hehe...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:25:00 AM
Finally...
Tuesday, February 01, 2005//
wah piang finally after changing n changing of my blogskin settle down with this one liao....
it's plain n simple juz the way i lik it...
hoping things in my life would be juz lik my blogskin... plain n simple...
tat's all i wish to have....
suddenly realise sth... in life things really dun always go the way u wan....
there are bound to be up n down in life.... anyway still having abit of tat bloody fever...
Hope things would turn out better tml ba...
to jes...
water chestnut is her fav drink...
not mi.... dun assume things....
enough of problem for one day....
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:18:00 PM
boring
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ok nth to do was having a fever since last nite... so didn't went to sch...
end up having nth to do at home n since my grp most of them r doing a blog so here i'm with my own blog...
it's being lik yrs since i last create a blog...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:28:00 PM
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