Monday, October 31, 2005//

suddenly keep listening to this song.....
heavean knows
i getting more n more blur liao......
i dunno wat to do.......
i wanted to do alot of things......
but.....
i noe i have to tahan........

quite some time nv blog liao ba........
so update abit.......
anyway nth much also.......
past few days stay at home if not go work then come home liao......
save money sia......
or rather dunno where to go or go with who ba.......
last nite nv sleepp then went to work this morning......
but i'm still not tired nw......
maybe coz past few days also hardly get any sleep ba.....
hehe........
siao siao leh.....
tot i old liao cannot like this sleep 3 hrs a day n wake up liao......
tml no work........
working morning shift on wed n thurs......
anyone wan ask mi out ??
lolz.....

but during this time period dun ask mi go eat buffet coz super bo hua.....
my wei kou like sot sot liao......
the most is 2 meal a day but think combine together is u all de one meal ba....
dunnno y....
maybe bu xiang eat lor....... anyway....
take care ppl........

--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:29:00 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005//

Juz Feel like sharing this story with u ppl......

A girl in love asked her boyfriend..
Girl (g): Tell me... who do you love most in this world?
Boy (b): You, of course!
(g): In your heart, what am I to you?
(b): The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib."
In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely,
during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve.
Every man has been searching for his missing rib,
only when you find the woman of your life; you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart.
After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a long while.
However, the youthful couple, due to busy schedule of modern life,
the never-ending worries of daily problems, began to drift apart and their life became mundane..
All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other.. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated..
One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house..
At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"
The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"
Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while..
He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back..
With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.
Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go...?"
she continued, "It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..." Five years have since gone by..
He had never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly..
She had left the country and back..
She had married a foreigner and divorced..
He felt anguished that she never waited for him..
In one dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart..
He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her..
One day, they finally met...
At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good-byes..
He was going away on a business trip.
She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them..
She smiled at him gently..
(b): How are you?
(g): I'm fine. How about you... Have you found your missing rib?
(b): No.
(g): I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
(b): I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back... You know my number...
Nothing has changed.
With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye..
Good-bye.. Is it forever not meeting each other again?
One week later, he heard of her death..
She had perished in New York..
In the event that shocked the world..
Midnight.. Once again, he lit his cigarette..
And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart..
He finally knew, she was his missing rib that he had carelessly broken..
Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury...
Most often than not, the outcome(s) could be disastrous and detrimental..
We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones..
And even though we know that we ought to "think twice act wise", it's often easier said than done.
Things happen day by day, which are beyond our control..
Especially at this moment of the century when the most undesirable event is happening at the other end of the world..
Let us treasure every moment of our lives and everyone in our lives..
Tomorrow never comes; give and take what you have today

--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:29:00 AM

lesson to the kids out there!!!!!!
Monday, October 03, 2005//

second post of the day......
was toking to some "kids" at hke mac juz nw....
they suddenly tok abt joining gang.....

kids..... let mi tell u one thing it's NOT COOL.....
have u ever got into a situation when ur dad got push by someone u call uncle.....
i was still in primary sch then......
my tat so call uncle was kind of drunk....
n he tok to my dad abt wat he is not happy abt.....
he even pushes my dad....
almost got into a fight......
n he told mi one thing....
hey see ur dad got bully dun dare come help ar.....
i was bloody angry........
i almost set my fist on his face....
but my other uncle stop him......

since then i told myself no matter wat i do i wouldn't let anyone lay a single finger on my family member.....
i join gang when i was sec 2......
y coz sa ki mah......
y not happy ar.....
come la one on one.....
my fravorite line then was bo bao su (not as if i would lose.....)
so.....
have u ever see ur frenz got beaten up n there was nth u can do....
hey u in a gang leh.....
frenz got dai ji u cannot help meh......
wtf.....
fark those gang la.....
i see my frenz got beaten up n there is nth i can do.....
u noe how i feel ??
damn useless.......
i told myself wat for join gang.....
they can't be trusted....
u got problem after they help u
u own them a ren qin......
so for fark......

i told myself since i can y must i depend on others........
trust urself...
gang are for those who need security.....
coz they are humji........

--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:52:00 PM

Tired
//

didn't sleep the whole nite....
coz i told myself today i must go to sch.....
end up reach sch teacher tell mi nv mark attandance......
coz this week kind of consider study week.....
watever......

went to help my dad buy sth.....
then went to hong kah east pak bball.....
kind of rusty liao....
maybe too long nv play liao....

i think it's abt 24 hrs i nv sleep liao.....
but watever la......

(below are juz some of my vending.....
plz do close the window if u think
it's a waste of time reading it... thanx...)

ppl dun ask mi y coz i dun believe in wishes.....
they are juz sth we wish for.....
it's not real...
dun wish but target......

n ppl stop asking mi to decide or plan anything......
i decide liao u all dun wan......
i plan liao u all got sth else......
then WTF ASK MI TO PLAN........

in real life like tat in game also like tat........
FARK IT......

fa xie wan bi.......
thank you......

--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:20:00 PM