Juz to You
Monday, August 22, 2005//

i noe u are going to say i onli noe how to say sorry.....
but still i have to say it...
sorry.......
coz i dunno it matter to u so much...
i didn't noe tat it would cause us to be like this.....
i didn't change it as i was kinda of lazy...
i tried to change it when i was toking to u tat time....
but i fail....
i didn't get to chance to change it.....
she was past tense.....
i return her thing to her the day i gave up the slightest chance.....
i once tot tat noone could take over her place.....
but u did....
i once tot tat noone would be able to hurt mi like she did....
but i was wrong other then her...
u were the onli one now who could hurt mi tat much......
i once tot tat noone would be able to motivate mi as much as she did......
but u did.......
u were all i wan.......
remember the down i have the past few weeks.....
u were able to make mi think tat it's not the end.....
i still have u......
da ling i love you.....


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
9:48:00 PM




worried
Saturday, August 20, 2005//
no reply.....
no fone call......
hp can't get throught.....
u noe how worried i'm ??


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:36:00 AM




rubbish........
Wednesday, August 17, 2005//
nth much to blog abt actually...
was doing some soul searching ba....
maybe someone who is facing the problem can give mi some advise ??
(if u dun feel like reading rubbish, i advise u to close this window nw...)









i think i starting to be very sensitive towards her.....
i have no idea y......
i started to be like this out of a sudden.....
maybe my insecurity ba....
coz everything juz seems too perfect for me.....
i fear tat it might be gone juz the next min.....
i can change watever as long as i have her by myside....
juz nw she told mi sth.......
which make me fear even more...
fear tat wat she say might happen to us....
i planned alot of things....
but i gave up those plan...
i dun dare to plan...
each time i had things planned out nicely...
they juz nv seems to be carried out......
or sth would happen in between...
i fear.....


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:57:00 AM




Down With Fever
Friday, August 12, 2005//
today went for my WAD CA.......
quite ok la.... think should be able to pass la......
then went to eat in the canteen......
after tat i went home to rest liao coz last nite didn't get much sleep...
had sore throat when i reach home......
then i go take a nap but when i wake up i didn't feel any better but instead i had a fever nw........
WTF.......
my life haiz........


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
11:29:00 PM




sucky.......
Friday, August 05, 2005//
let's see quite sometime didn't blog liao ba.......
ok wasn't really fine the past few days.....
sth bad or rather sth sucky happen.......
dun wanna go into details.....

today went to sch.......
then after tat went to find da ling......
went to watch wedding crusher.......
then we went to eat her chomp pang nasi lemak but we order bee hoon instead........
then i raise my voice at da ling when we were out side the super market......
sorry da ling......
she was quite angry but after awhile we were fine liao.......
i didn't mean to raise my voice juz tat i also dunno y....
dui bu qi.......
then was at her hse void deck chatting with her.....
n i suddenly felt like seeing humti so i ask her to bring humti down......
then chit chat abit n play with humti lor......
tat's all ba.......
anyway da ling u r my sunshine juz like how humti was ur sunshine.....
thanx......


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:41:00 AM


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*Name: Brian Hoe
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